well i hate stress.
who don't have stress?
i want to go back to the past
doing amath now and
i am desperate for help now
what only
i only have myself to blame
always do things at the last minute
i hate to rush work and i am dong it right now
it's not going to happen again
hate it
sometimes i hate life
life could be so boring
hate myself now
do one question need about ten minutes
what only lah
can someone help me
i hate asking someone to help me
i don't lke to bother someone
even my best friend
although they may don't mind, but i mind
how i wish i could be more cleverer
but i have no more pathway
guess i have got to look for my friend to help me
can time stop
oh please i hate you
you are making me feeel so desperate
because of you i have to look at you
do one thing also need to look at you
please lah if you don't want me to look at you,
can you stop going so stop even though i know you can't
whatever whatever i just hate you

happy teachers' day
happy happy teachers' day
reach school at 7.20
follow by some exercises
then watch movie in class
followed by some performances
by anna and her friends
a band of ex-shuqunite i think
a group of indian guy dance
so cool
got quizzes
fun
after school give cards to teacher
went back to primary school
with xinyi and suzanne
having some technical problem
and my sister also dont want to help me
what kind of sister
only i help her and she dont help me
get away from my sight
i will not help you anymore

hoorayyyyyyyy
exam over
so happybut i did not do well for my subject
should i blame myself?
i am so lazy
got a bit tired of studying
i am not going to give up
i will be studying with joyce
i want to see good results
for end of year.
today a shuqunite who i dont know
commented me on some positive remarks
this make my day prettier and nicer
i am going west mall later to eat kfc
and saturday go lot one.
hah so many activities waiting for me
so happy.
wait foe meeeeee
i am proud to say that my sister scored A1
for her math
so goodddd
secretly saying: i am proud of her
i hope she can take amath in sec 3
all the best:)
suriani, i have not been talking to you lately
i mean less cause you not having recess
are you lonely?
just to say that i will try to spend more time with you
you are such a great friend
xinyi you too
i am doing some reflection now
i did so badly for amath but i didnt fail
mr soh's words really wake me up
i am still so lazy
dont feel like studying
i want to work hard.
but when we want to achieve things,
sometimes we gonna have to lose
this inspire me much from the song the climb
last year when my marks did not reach my target,
i will get so angry and frustrated
but now i won't
at least i will do reflection to improve myself.
that's my reflection for the day.
hope i will enjoy myself

today got back chem class test
got only 25/35.
so careless
if not at least i can get 31.
the reaction lah
can i re-do?
include in common test some more
tomorrow got amath test i am still using com now
sometimes life is bored
and i know sometimes i have to lose
i wont give up
jia you, irene :)

my friend not updating blog
only me
all so hardworking
i love my family
always full of laughter
had a fight with my parents
make me become more sensible
and mature
today class 3c
so many people is sick
class feel so empty
suriani is sick too
hope 'sick 3c' can hae speed recovery
get well soon :)

stay back today
have physic
surely flunk
but i did try my very best
after that have bubble tea with xinyi
come back do homework with trios
laugh, chat and do our work
xinyi have to leave early
so left me and suriani
saw and chatted with jason
ros poyr water at jason
and i joined in the fun
anyway happy birthday jason

yesterday the celebration for sinagpore was great
fireworks, songs, performance
everything was great
i went out with poh hian in the afternoon
at jurong point
she was so pretty with her make-up one
look like 17 or 18 years old
we watch the movie up and it was nice
extremely nice and funny
we had our lunch at mos burger
teriyaki chicken burger
(if i did not spell wrongly)
i enjoyed myself yesterday :)

today was fun, great, excited
whatever today is just a nice day
met lili outside school today and went up to
classroom with her
then later captain ball game
students with teacher
and i think the results is
teacher won ba
mr faizal a lot of foul
kimberly was laughing all the way
because a girl fell...
had chemistry lesson
then saw ms sunarti at bus stop
and she said she know why
mr soh is called victor
cause he wants victory
he play very serious
probably another side of him?
then company xinyi buy contact lens
serena lead the way
and xinyi was very happy with her contact lens
i love today
hope that can everyday no need to study
and the day will never happen
lame...

tomorrow celebrating national day
so excited
but still have chemistry lesson after that
arghhh
emath have been deproving
i want to improve
some angels help me pls
it's ok i help myself
haha so lame
weekend i will be staying home
with my sister alone
i want study
i want get good grades
i want to see my smile when i get my report slip
i want to work hard now
bye

Sweetie

Name: Heng Irene
Age: 15
B'day: 11/10/1994
Zodiac: Dog
Horoscope: Libra
School: Shuqun Secondary
location: Somewhere at bukit batok ...