i always been the kind of girl that hid my face
so afraid to tell the world what i've got to say
but i have this dream right inside in me
i gonna let it show it's time to let you know
to let you know
this is real
this is me
i'm exactly where i suppose to be now
gonna let the light shine on me
now i found who i am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who i wanna be
this is me
now you know what is like
to feel so in the dark
and to dream about a life
where you are the shining star
even thought it seems like it's you far away
i have to believe in myself is the only way
this is real this is me
i'm exactly where i am suppose to be now
gonna let the light shine on me
now i found who i am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who i wanna
this is me

maybe a lot of people think that i have change
but i didn't
this is me when i am at home
in the past
i feel so hard to be myself
if i really change,
i change to be more daring
sorry my friend
my words have been too harsh
and i think i make you all disappointed
if say i am competitive
i think i will agree part of it
i will try to change
i didn't meant that way(the way i wrote in blog)
thank you for comforting me
you all really make me feel better

very thing was perfectly fine today
until 5 plus
went back from commonwealth sec sch
had a talk about wildlife protection
with wei seng, serena and ryan
the three of them thought i was being rape
ryan saw two guys hiding behind the advertisement board
seems like following me
then you all know i always check my hp a while later
so serena called if i was all right
i said.... yeah
i thought she was lost and needed help
check my phone then i know what happen
have 49 messages from ryan, 6 miss call from the three of them
i thought ryan was in trouble
like maybe someone bash him or something
little did i know that i was the one who they thought i was in trouble
here to apologise
thanks for your care and concern
and for wei seng he called up his commonwealth friend to find me
i really make you all worry
sorry
naver mind wei seng can just take it like contacting old friend
but i am truly sorry for making you all worry
smsing me, calling me, worrying for me while i was enjoying choosing my clothes to go to malaysia
lastly to say again
sorry and thank you

first of all very very happy.
test is over
gonna enjoy my day
after test went to run with
clarine, ros, sally, suriani, joyce
and han han and xinyi not running
had fun
really
then xinyi, joyce and clarine started to play with gun
"girls watch out!"
ha.
many things are running through my mind
a lot
flooding my mind
i don't know what's bothering me but i am not happy at all
probably worring about test result?
i should me happy
i tried force myself to smile throughout the exam period
trying to laugh at school
be a crazy girl
forget about everything
and it ended up with my friend saying i was irritating
i know she doesn't really mean it
or does she?
now what i should do is
enjoy my weekend
go malaysia celebrate my grandparents's birthday
and last of all my favourite hobby............
SHOPPING!
need to buy another dress for my cousin's wedding
i hope it will be fun.

Sweetie

Name: Heng Irene
Age: 15
B'day: 11/10/1994
Zodiac: Dog
Horoscope: Libra
School: Shuqun Secondary
location: Somewhere at bukit batok ...